Miss your existence

I miss your existence..
Maybe if you are still here..everything is not the same..
Do I need to go?
Do I need to leave all the memories here?
Could you ease all my worries?
It's about a soul that still 'overshocked'
It's about a hectic day..
It's about the unspoken feeling..

Oh Gosh.. I need to find another homy sanctuary before March or April..
At least this body will not be exhausted.. even the soul still remain the same..

Hi mom who is in heaven..
I miss you a lot!!!!