Wondering

Wondering...
Do you feel the same...
Does your heart sometimes beat so fast but you dont understand why?
You stay in a crowd but you can't enjoy the rhythm..
You can't scream as your heart does..
Pressures on your shoulder and does your heart..

Memories are on your sight.. Still trying hard to deny for its existence..
Those are squeeze your heart..
Do we both runaway from the reality?
Denying our own feeling and still looking for our own defense.

Do you think that it's only a matter of time? Time will heal us?
Let's see.. Let's wait... How long it'll take us to our own falsity..