A mistake can be the truth

Hey You..
I ask you the same question (over and over again)..
I know you hold my hand.. I believe on it..
But this question is always rounding on my head..
Till when?
That's my question...
I really don't understand with this rhythm..
Even I have to follow the rhythm, but its so annoying.
The rhythm got the opposite of Your lesson..
And I'm so fucking afraid if someday I become them..

I'm trying hard in blending..
I found the rhythm, but its hurting my heart..
Okay.. A mistake can be the truth in their way..