Another blesses on Feb 2014

I was asked to Him to make my days busy..
And its granted..
buuutt.. For sure i cant do all these things by my own.. and luckily He always give me accompanion.. random..
Owhhh.. how great my Lord then..

This is a project of mine..
another one step ahead for myself..
Eventually.. when it finish, a big grin will covers on my face..

Thank u for my friends who supporting me..
Thank u for your help, times, effort.
Thank u Lord..
I know.. I'm blessed..

I do love you

I was mad..
Yes, I did..
But.. blood say no..
I do love them..
Yes, I do..

Hei universe..
Please take care of them..
And please take care of me too when no one can do it..

I was dreaming.. yes, I did..
That was not a good dream..
Maybe I should give them some warning..
Like I did it to myself..
But maybe these are the path of ours..
No way to run.. no place to hide..
We must run through these..

Get well soon my brother..
Get well soon my father..
Get well soon novanopha..
Get relief my uncle..
Be happy my lovely Faiz in heaven..
Get well soon the boy next to me..
Get well soon my ex..

I do love you all..

Jan14.. universe is crying..
Universe is in sorrow..
Please be ended soon..

Fanta ultra charlie kilo

Si gendut di opname..
Bokap kakinya bengkak lantaran asam uratnya naik..
Di satu sisi, gw juga lg tepar lantaran banjir2an kemaren.. ispa n demam melanda..
Tapi cuma gw yg masih bisa jalan kesana kemari..
Watuduuu... watuddduuu?

*Acting jadi si sulung lagi??

Im giving up

It aint easy..
It aint easy..
But I believe I CAN..

The brain is not designed to do this stuff..
Starting to get the right person who can be believed..
Comparing with..
Cherry pick..

Design..
Budget..
And have no one to be talked to..
I need a pa.. a ma.. in the name of fam..
It aint easy..

I almost give up..

A ma..
Ur daughter is big enough.. but not that big..
Feel so small.. only a dot..
A ma..
A ma..
I need your help..
I do need someone help..
Can u talk to a pa or to the son of yours?
Im giving up to talk to..

A ma.. a ma..
Im sorry to call u everytime when this thing come to my head..

Who gonna look after me?
I am standing alone..
Am I that strong?
Its too windy.. too tough to pass on..

Im giving up..

Bapa

Ada rasa yang bergejolak..
Ada asa yang masih tertinggal..

Sebaris kalimat yang kerap terucap.. memohonkan hanya kehadirat Sang Pencipta..

Dalam sesak ia bergumul..
Dalam cinta ia berharap..

Bapa..Bapa.. begitulah ia memanggilMu..