Pray, Trust and Hope

God loves u..

God loves us..

Realized all the blessing that He gives u till today..

Dont give up, cos its not the end..

Please wait patiently till the day of 15th next month.

You are loved my dear..

Please be strong inside and outside..

If it is belongs to u, God will lead his way to u at the end..

Pray, Trust and Hope..

All you need to do is waiting His answer with FAITH..

Love

Bingkaian kata tanpa jiwa

Aku menyerah pada sebaris kalimat yang tersusun..
Dalam bingkaian kata tanpa jiwa.

Apa yang tidak aku lakukan untukmu?
Apa yang tidak aku lakukan untuk kita?
Segenap jiwa dan raga.. utuh..
Terkoyak.. runtuh.. dan luruh tak berarti pada akhirnya..

Atas nama cinta..

Dalam sumpah kau berucap..
Dalam ikatan kau berlari..
Mencampakan..
Menjilat ludahmu sendiri..

Hal ini..
usaha terakhir..
Menyelamatkan jiwa yang tersisa..
Mengembalikan raga yang tersiksa..
Aku..
Hanya ingin bertahan dan bangkit..

Suatu saat kau akan mengerti "perih" ini..
Ya suatu saat nanti..
Bukan aku.. melainkan semesta..

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pilihan

Aku pernah membuatnya mudah untukmu..
Dan kamu tak mengambilnya..

Bila kali ini kamu menginginkan kembali..
Perjuanganmu lah jua yang menentukannya..
Kemauan dan tindakanmulah yang akan membuatnya kembali atau tidak..

Dan pada akhirnya..
Semua dalam tanganmu.. dalam genggamanmu..
Berakhir pada pilihanmu sendiri..
Kebahagiaan atau perihnya hatimu.. kamu yang dapat mengukurnya..
Hanya kamu yang merasakannya..


07may2013
a little flash back to a year ago

Invisible Girl

The invisible girl just lost a friend
In her painted expression you see the pain
She tries to smile and tries to cheer
but deep inside she's covered in fears.

The invisible girl feels alone
She tries to look brave
show a heart of stone.


*taken from insta - therulesoflife

Bila

Bila ia hanya satu, mengapa tercipta ribuan..
Bila pada awalnya diberikan kenapa pada perjalanannya harus memilih..
Ia tercipta bukan untuk dipilih..
Ia yang memilih..bukan aku yang memilih..
Dan haruskah manusia yang menentukan..

Bila kerinduan itu datang, dimanakah aku dapat menemukannya..
Bila dahaga itu menyapa, akankah kutemukan oase itu kembali..
Di tengah peraduan ini, ia menyapa..

Distance

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waiting
For you to take me
You keep waiting
To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

 

 

- Christina Perri ft Jason Mraz -  

 

 

*Is it another coincidence?

diam

Diam..
Sunyi..
Tak bergerak..
Mati..

segenap hasrat telah terpendam.. mencari kedamaiannya sendiri..
bergelut menggapai asa yang tertinggal..
tak lagi bermimpi.. hanya berjalan menyusuri relung-relung yang tersisa..
tenggelam dalam kepadatan hari dan tetap mencari setetes kebahagiaan yang lain..

jangan kau pedulikan lagi..
ia hanya seonggok raga yang berjuang untuk hidupnya hari ini..

If my heart was a home

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warms over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably
I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me
We got older and I should've known (Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
Cause your favorite shade is navy blue
I walk slowly when I'm on my own (Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone (Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away, bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you when you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

If my heart was a house you'd be home

Unconditionally

These will never leave..
These will stay the same..
No matter what'll happen next..
I still keep these.. deep down..

Even I can't give you the rainbow, but at least I won't give u the tears..
Even I can't make you laugh, but at least I can make u smile..
I can't promise to made up your days..but at least I can shine for u.
and I'm always on your back.. anytime..anywhere..unconditional..that's my promises :)

Cos I love you unconditionally..

Am I stupid?

Again..
They called me stupid!!
They called me naive!!
They told me that time is running out!!
Time is never be our friend!!
Oooh.. I forgot those!!
Then, if you remind me, should I be so much worried?
I don't even give a damn!!

I've drown..
But I'm not attached!
They are trying to attache.. but I'm not!!
I'm free as a bird..

Hati

Karena hati memiliki otaknya sendiri...
Jika ia harus berjalan sesuai dengan keinginan sang otak, maka untuk kesekian ratus kalinya, hati akan memerah... mengeluarkan lukanya sendiri..

Never give up

I was in the middle of "something" last time.. then out of nowhere I found this picture..

Oooh.. okay.. what it is about? Did you try to tell me something, universe?

Did universe still working on us? It seems, yes.. I can feel it.

Honey and The Bee

Don't remind me that some days I'm the windshieldAnd other days I'm just a lucky bugAs cold iron rails leave old mossy trailsThrough the countryside

The crow and the bean fieldAre my best friends, but boy I need a hug'Cause my heart stops without youThere's something about you that makes me feel alive

If the green left the grass on the other sideI would make like a tree and leaveBut if I reached for your hand, would your eyes get wide?Who knew the other side could be so green?

Don't remind me, I'm a chickadee in love with the skyBut that's clearly not a lot to crow about'Cause when the stars silhouette meI'm scared they'll forget me and flicker out

I taste honey but I haven't seen the hiveYeah, I didn't look, I didn't even tryBut still my heart stops without you'Cause there's something about you that makes me feel alive

If the green left the grass on the other sideI would make like a tree and leaveBut if I reached for your hand, would your eyes get wide?Who knew the other side could be so green?

We are honey and the bee

Backyard of butterflies surrounded meAnd I fell in love with you, like bees to honeySo let's up and leave the weeping to the willow treeAnd pour our tears in the sea

I swear there's a lot of vegetables out there that crop up for airAnd yet I never thought we were two peas in a pod'Til you suddenly bloomed, I knewThat I'd always love you, oh, I'll always love you too

If the green left the grass on the other sideI would make like a tree and leaveBut if I reached for your hand, would your eyes get wide?Who knew the other side could be so green?

If the green left the grass on the other sideI would make like a tree and leaveBut if I reached for your hand, would your eyes get wide?Who knew the other side could be so green?

And if I reached for your hand for the rest of my life(Who knew the other side could be so green?)

Lagi keracunan lagu ini *OWL CITY :))

pekat

gelap..pekat..layaknya malam tak berbintang..
segelap hatimu.. sepekat bir hitam yang tersaji di meja ini..
kamu atau aku yang sedang tenggelam dalam gelapnya hati?
kamu dan aku sedang terluka.. perihmu..aku tahu itu..
perihku?? kamu tak pernah tahu..dan mungkin tak jua ingin kau tahu..
gelapnya hatiku tak jua dapat dibandingkan dengan hatimu..
dalamnya rasamu juga tak dapat dibandingkan dengan dalamnya rasaku..
aku tahu, kamu butuh waktu untuk bangkit.. untuk melupakannya dalam keseharianmu..
begitu pula diriku..

dan setidaknya banyak hal yang membedakan diriku dan dirimu..
kegelapanku masih dalam terang.. kegelapanku tak semakin pekat..
walau kita tergopoh untuk bangkit.. tapi kita tetap mencoba untuk bangkit..
waktu yang diperlukanpun rasanya tak kan sama..

aku adalah aku.. dan kamu adalah kamu..
tak dapat tersamakan.. tak dapat terdeskripsikan dengan ribuan kata-kata..
kamu mencintai dirinya.. dan mungkin masih mencintainya dengan caramu..
begitupun aku.. aku masih mencintai dirinya dan dengan caraku sendiri..
tak berjarak.. 

aku melanjutkan hidupku.. dan kamu pun jua..
tapi tak kuubah jua caraku memandang hidup ini.. 
aku tak berkubang dalam kegalauan gelap yang masih jua kau hadapi entah beberapa tahun telah terlewati..
aku tak memaki dalam semestaku..
aku tak jua bersikap negatif dalam keseharianku..
itulah yang membedakan kita kawan..

bangkit... berdirilah.. berlarilah.. kejar masa depan mu.. kejar wanita yang kau impikan, bukan dengan membuatnya lari menjauh karena sikap antipatimu..


*tulisan ini untuk kamu, salah seorang sobatku yang masih jua dalam 'galau gelap'nya :))

Ceritakan

ceritakan padaku duniamu..
ceritakan padaku isakmu..
ceritakan padaku laraku..
ceritakan padaku kisahmu..

tentang rasa yang terpendam..
tentang gejolak yang kerap menggeliat..
tentang air mata yang kadang tak terbendung..
tentang mimpi yang selalu hadir dikala terlelap..
tentang sebuah nama yang selalu terngiang..
dalam ketidaksadaran bahwa semesta selalu mengingatkanmu padanya..
tentang sesak yang hadir..
sejauh apa kau berlari, bayangnya tetap hadir..

Kau tertawa, aku tertawa..
Kau bersedih dan akupun bersedih..
Apa yang kau rasa, dan akupun merasakannya..
Getir itu masih kau kecap..

It's about

it's about the night.. with the moon and stars..
it's about the blue sky.. with the sunshine..
it's about happiness.. with the laugh..
it's about the sadness.. with the tears..
it's about the emptiness.. with a fake crowd..
it's about the cold beers.. with a pack of cigarette..
it's about the music.. with the rhythm..
it's about the money.. with a small room yet..
it's about a new life.. with the baby inside..
it's about a journey..with the distant..
it's about the cookies.. with marju inside..
it's about work.. with the hectic..
it's about a new place.. with the new challenges..
it's about a sister.. with her stories..
it's about a father.. with its discreetness..
it's about friends.. with their own life..
it's about the future.. with its own mystery..
it's about a mom.. with its pride..
it's about a man.. with his pain..
it's about the heart beat.. with the feeling..
it's about the faith.. with their belief..
it's about the memories.. with the happiest moments..
it's about the relationship.. with the loyalty..
it's about the health.. with the weight..
it's about the messages.. with some of hypocrisy..

HIS plan

"There's a time and place for everything, for everyone. God works in a mysterious way." We won't know what is HIS plan, but one thing we have to believe HE always give us the best way eventhough it will hurt us..

Wish

"Kuharap kau tak pernah beranjak, karena benang-benang jalinan yang perlahan kita rajut tak ingin kehilangan pola perjuangannya meski baru titik-titik ini yang mampu kususun untuk melukis warna kita di kanvas peradaban semesta"