It's about

it's about the night.. with the moon and stars..
it's about the blue sky.. with the sunshine..
it's about happiness.. with the laugh..
it's about the sadness.. with the tears..
it's about the emptiness.. with a fake crowd..
it's about the cold beers.. with a pack of cigarette..
it's about the music.. with the rhythm..
it's about the money.. with a small room yet..
it's about a new life.. with the baby inside..
it's about a journey..with the distant..
it's about the cookies.. with marju inside..
it's about work.. with the hectic..
it's about a new place.. with the new challenges..
it's about a sister.. with her stories..
it's about a father.. with its discreetness..
it's about friends.. with their own life..
it's about the future.. with its own mystery..
it's about a mom.. with its pride..
it's about a man.. with his pain..
it's about the heart beat.. with the feeling..
it's about the faith.. with their belief..
it's about the memories.. with the happiest moments..
it's about the relationship.. with the loyalty..
it's about the health.. with the weight..
it's about the messages.. with some of hypocrisy..

Ga pengen usaha

Aduuhhh.. beneran deh... kali ini saya cuma mau egois...... Ga pengen usaha.... ga mau ngoyo..... Kalau emang itu jalan saya.. percaya deh, pasti dikasih kok sama Bapa. Mau dibilang apa kek, ya terserah.... mau seribu nasihat? ya silahkan saja.. ga pernah nolak juga kok dinasihatin, apa lagi sama orang tua... :D ya.. ya.. ya... sambil masang senyum... dah cukup kan? Ga nyakitin perasaan kalian, ga ngebantah juga kan? Iya.... siapa sih yang mau sendirian terus?? Hahahaha... iyaa... nanti juga ada waktunya bukkk.. pakkk... budeee... pakdee... ooomm... tanteee... udah napa... jangan ngejar saya terus yaa.... udah kering ini gigi saya, dari tadi nyengir melulu.....

Kenapa... kenapa.... apa... apa....?? saya belagu?? hahahha... ga kok...beneran dah saya biasa aja kok... udah ada di depan mata? mana,..mana?? ga keliatan ituh? hahaha... keknya saya ga buta deh.. beneran dah.... ya kalau memang dia orangnya ya Amien... tapi ya belum aja... belum yakin... ya nanti lah yaa.... Kalau masih mau nunggu ya silahkan.... tunjukkin aja.... ya saya sih seneng2 aja... hahahha... tapi jangan ngoyo banget yaa..... nanti saya malah kabur-kaburan loh.... hmnnnn,... apa mau kayak kemaren lagi? dua nomor saya dinon-aktifkan lagi?? ga pake gadget seharian full?? hahahhaa... saya juga sih yang rugi, karena bukan kamu saja yang nyariin saya.... hahahahah.....

Dan kalau memang apa kata dirinya benar seada-adanya.. ya saya sangat bersyukur sekali... kalo memang datangnya dari "daerah barat" yang menuju ke "pulau itu" yaaaa.. mau dibilang apa lagi ya?? hmnnn... ga boleh tawar menawar memang... ya saya setuju-setuju aja ya... kan ini jalan"Mu", bukan jalanku... ini kehendak"Mu.. bukan kehendakku semata.....
ya boleh lah ya... saya ga perlu usaha... saya menerima aja kali ini... saya menikmati aja yaa...
dan kalau memang rasa ini belum muncul, ya biarkan saja ya, secara nanti akan ada juga yang namanya "one man last standing"... dan itu pasti yang terbaik....
ya sekarang saya mau menikmati aja hidup ini ya..... :D

Fiat Lux

You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven. (Matthew 5:14-16)

Happy Easter