A second of..

Its only need a second to walk away..

But it likes a whole life to get u out of my mind.

Months has passed.. Its so easy at the beginning.. 

But it's getting hard after sometimes..

I know that we are with somebody else that we have to love like we did.. Loving each other??

But then get realized that the mind still haunted me.. Yeahh.. U still be the person who I....

Like or dislike

I like the way we talk..

I like the way we laugh..

Pray, Trust and Hope

God loves u..

God loves us..

Realized all the blessing that He gives u till today..

Dont give up, cos its not the end..

Please wait patiently till the day of 15th next month.

You are loved my dear..

Please be strong inside and outside..

If it is belongs to u, God will lead his way to u at the end..

Pray, Trust and Hope..

All you need to do is waiting His answer with FAITH..

160116

Lack of sleep last nite.. 

And woke up so early..

Even i dont know what to do..

 

But then You bring me to visit Your Holy Mother on 9 different places around Jakarta..

Eat nothing for breakfast, just grab the keys and let You lead the ways..

From South to the West and Central of Jakarta..

Thank you for bringing me this "High" my Mighty Lord.. 

Thank u abundantly..

I'm soooo nothing without You!!!

I Love You than anything in this world and heaven..

Let it go

Note for myself!!!

Just don't!!

Don't..

Just don't!!

Don't fall in love with me just because of...

We met for no reason..

Sharing about your life and mine..

Im just too afraid that man can not only be friend with a woman.. 

Cos u r not single, anyway..

Just dont yaaa...

Midweek blessed

Am I giving up?

Nope..

I have faith!!

If it belongs to me so God will give it to me!!

If not, it belongs to others then!

And i wont regret for the moments that we've spent together.

Let God fight for my battle then!!

I do my part ya..

The rest, it's Your part God..

I wont ruin my thought..

Thank you for another blessed day on earth!!

Your happiness is mine also..

When someone happiness is become my happiness..

A simple cake with my praying candle..

And seeing your happiness on your face..

I'm so gratefull for this moment which God still grant for us.. 

Thank you Lord for this opportunity..

I hope it won't be the last for us..

It's all up to You now..

Nov 24

It's look like a year ago.. 

In the same date..

Heavy raining outside..

I was struggling to buy you something last year, using my bike and raining coat.. Those were to make a special day of yours..

But today, one year after..

I'm not doing anything nor preparing..

It's just a happy day for me.. 

Yes, it's a happy day for me.. For no reason..

He just turn out my heart into a happy mood..

I call it, Joy..

Thanks Jesus...

You are above of all in this world..

Grey

Where are we now?

Between white and black..

Sitting on the grey..

What do u want from me?

Do u know how much i miss chatolic roman?

Should or should not

Do I need to do these?
Only for the sake of 'us' wording!!
Hell yeaaahh..

Knowing nothing

Buat gw :

BETTER KNOWING NOTHING!!
I kept my eyes blindly and kept my ears deaf!!

those good for my own..

Whatever

Gw cuma punya 2 tangan..
Ga sanggup nutupin mulut sekian banyak mulut yg ngebicarain tentang hidup gw..
2 tangan itu gw pake buat nutupin kuping gw sendiri aja..
Simple..

Intinya sih, gw ga peduli orang ngomong apa tentang gw.. mau jelek ya silahkan.. mau bagus ya silahkan..
Whatever..
Kan loe cuma ngeliat dari kulit luarnya doang..
Yg tau tentang hidup gw ya gw..

Kalo loe ga suka.. ya silahkan..
Monggo di unshare..
Ga ribet ribet amat deh..

Kalo loe ngomongin gw.. itu kan tandanya loe masih inget gw.. ada "kasih" yg terlontar dr hati loe, even itu dalam bentuk negatif.. gpp kok.. "Kasih" yg sampe ke gw pasti positif..

Semakin banyak yg ngomongin.. gw semakin blessed kok.. "I do believe it"..

sooo... whatever..
Im happy as I am..
Makasiii..

Do u..

Do u remember this?
it was taken 32 weeks ago.. celebrated our 1st month..
Okay.. i just recalled the memory from my insta.. and saw it..

Im not asking some chances.. just wondering why those shows up on my daily dreams..
Do i or do u, who recall our names daily?

Diam

Kita bicara..
Empat mata..
Dari hati ke hati..
Tentang kesesakkanmu..
Tentang sebuah hal yang selama ini mengganjal hatimu..
Kekhawatiranmu.. yang kerap menjadi kekhawatiranku juga..
Terkadang aku terdiam dalam kebisuan..
Tak mampu berucap..
Tak mampu lagi menimpali..
Aku mengerti.. sungguh mengerti..
Tapi aku hanya dapat terdiam seribu bahasa..
Aku tak memiliki jawaban kesesakkanmu kali ini..
Aku tak punya..

Maafkan aku..

Anakmu..

Another blesses on Feb 2014

I was asked to Him to make my days busy..
And its granted..
buuutt.. For sure i cant do all these things by my own.. and luckily He always give me accompanion.. random..
Owhhh.. how great my Lord then..

This is a project of mine..
another one step ahead for myself..
Eventually.. when it finish, a big grin will covers on my face..

Thank u for my friends who supporting me..
Thank u for your help, times, effort.
Thank u Lord..
I know.. I'm blessed..

I do love you

I was mad..
Yes, I did..
But.. blood say no..
I do love them..
Yes, I do..

Hei universe..
Please take care of them..
And please take care of me too when no one can do it..

I was dreaming.. yes, I did..
That was not a good dream..
Maybe I should give them some warning..
Like I did it to myself..
But maybe these are the path of ours..
No way to run.. no place to hide..
We must run through these..

Get well soon my brother..
Get well soon my father..
Get well soon novanopha..
Get relief my uncle..
Be happy my lovely Faiz in heaven..
Get well soon the boy next to me..
Get well soon my ex..

I do love you all..

Jan14.. universe is crying..
Universe is in sorrow..
Please be ended soon..

Fanta ultra charlie kilo

Si gendut di opname..
Bokap kakinya bengkak lantaran asam uratnya naik..
Di satu sisi, gw juga lg tepar lantaran banjir2an kemaren.. ispa n demam melanda..
Tapi cuma gw yg masih bisa jalan kesana kemari..
Watuduuu... watuddduuu?

*Acting jadi si sulung lagi??

Im giving up

It aint easy..
It aint easy..
But I believe I CAN..

The brain is not designed to do this stuff..
Starting to get the right person who can be believed..
Comparing with..
Cherry pick..

Design..
Budget..
And have no one to be talked to..
I need a pa.. a ma.. in the name of fam..
It aint easy..

I almost give up..

A ma..
Ur daughter is big enough.. but not that big..
Feel so small.. only a dot..
A ma..
A ma..
I need your help..
I do need someone help..
Can u talk to a pa or to the son of yours?
Im giving up to talk to..

A ma.. a ma..
Im sorry to call u everytime when this thing come to my head..

Who gonna look after me?
I am standing alone..
Am I that strong?
Its too windy.. too tough to pass on..

Im giving up..